As you know, I love seeing people transform themselves.
Of course I continue to change myself as well. As I continue working on dis-identifying myself from a falsely created ego, I learn just how powerful the ego can seem… until it is exposed.
There comes a point when you have a big choice. You have made so much progress in overcoming your own suffering, that it’s scary to actually know, that one day you might actually live without the pain, that in previous times you had made such a big ‘character’ and deal out of.
You might actually prefer to continue being in pain. Afterall, it’s what you’ve known for such a long period. Remember, all this is, is your ego making a last desperate attempt to hold on. It knows it’s on the way out.